|  |  | Sandy Stone:
 
 THE "EMPIRE" STRIKES BACK:
 A POSTTRANSSEXUAL MANIFESTO
 
 1. Frogs into princesses
 2. Making history
 3. "All of reality in late capitalist culture lusts to become an
 image for its own security"
 4. Whose story is this, anyway?
 5. A posttranssexual manifesto
 - Afterword
 - Acknowledgements
 - Bibliography
 - Notes
 - Publication history
 
 
 1. Frogs into princesses
 
 The verdant hills of Casablanca look down on homes and shops jammed
 chockablock against narrow, twisted streets filled with the odors of
 spices and dung. Casablanca is a very old city, passed over by
 Lawrence Durrell perhaps only by a geographical accident as the
 winepress of love. In the more modern quarter, located on a broad,
 sunny boulevard, is a building otherwise unremarkable except for a
 small brass nameplate that identifies it as the clinic of Dr. Georges
 Burou. It is predominantly devoted to obstetrics and gynecology, but
 for many years has maintained another reputation quite unknown to the
 stream of Moroccan women who pass through its rooms.
 
 Dr. Burou is being visited by journalist James Morris. Morris fidgets
 in an anteroom reading Elle and Paris-Match with something less than
 full attention, because he is on an errand of immense personal import.
 At last the receptionist calls for him, and he is shown to the inner
 sanctum. He relates:
 
 I was led along corridors and up staircases into the inner premises of
 the clinic. The atmosphere thickened as we proceeded. The rooms
 became more heavily curtained, more velvety, more voluptuous.
 Portrait busts appeared, I think, and there was a hint of heavy
 perfume. Presently I saw, advancing upon me through the dim alcoves
 of this retreat, which distinctly suggested to me the allure of a
 harem, a figure no less recognizably odalesque. It was Madame Burou.
 She was dressed in a long white robe, tasseled I think around the
 waist, which subtly managed to combine the luxuriance of a caftan with
 the hygiene of a nurse's uniform, and she was blonde herself, and
 carefully mysterious...Powers beyond my control had brought me to Room
 5 at the clinic in Casablanca, and I could not have run away then even
 if I had wanted to...I went to say good-bye to myself in the mirror.
 We would never meet again, and I wanted to give that other self a long
 last look in the eye, and a wink for luck. As I did so a street
 vendor outside played a delicate arpeggio upon his flute, a very
 gentle merry sound which he repeated, over and over again, in sweet
 diminuendo down the street. Flights of angels, I said to myself, and
 so staggered...to my bed, and oblivion.[1]
 
 Exit James Morris, enter Jan Morris, through the intervention of late
 20th century medical practices in this wonderfully "oriental", almost
 religious narrative of transformation. The passage is from Conundrum,
 the story of Morris' "sex change" and the consequences for her life.
 Besides the wink for luck, there is another obligatory ceremony known
 to male-to-female transsexuals which is called "wringing the turkey's
 neck", although it is not recorded whether Morris performed it as
 well. I will return to this rite of passage later in more detail.
 
 
 2. Making history
 
 Imagine now a swift segue from the moiling alleyways of Casablanca to
 the rolling green hills of Palo Alto. The Stanford Gender Dysphoria
 Program occupies a small room near the campus in a quiet residential
 section of this affluent community. The Program, which is a
 counterpart to Georges Burou's clinic in Morocco, has been for many
 years the academic focus of Western studies of gender dysphoria
 syndrome, also known as transsexualism. Here are determined etiology,
 diagnostic criteria, and treatment.
 
 The Program was begun in 1968, and its staff of surgeons and
 psychologists first set out to collect as much history on the subject
 of transsexualism as was available. Let me pause to provide a very
 brief capsule of their results. A transsexual is a person who
 identifies his or her gender identity with that of the "opposite"
 gender. Sex and gender are quite separate issues, but transsexuals
 commonly blur the distinction by confusing the performative character
 of gender with the physical "fact" of sex, referring to their
 perceptions of their situation as being in the "wrong body". Although
 the term transsexual is of recent origin, the phenomenon is not. The
 earliest mention of something which we can recognize ex post facto as
 transsexualism, in light of current diagnostic criteria, was of the
 Assyrian king Sardanapalus, who was reported to have dressed in
 women's clothing and spun with his wives.[2] Later instances of
 something very like transsexualism were reported by Philo of Judaea,
 during the Roman Empire. In the 18th century the Chevalier d'Eon, who
 lived for 39 years in the female role, was a rival of Madame Pompadour
 for the attention of Louis XV. The first colonial governor of New
 York, Lord Cornbury, came from England fully attired as a woman and
 remained so during his time in office.[3]
 
 Transsexualism was not accorded the status of an "official disorder"
 until 1980, when it was first listed in the American Psychiatric
 Association Diagnostic and Statistical Manual. As Marie Mehl points
 out, this is something of a Pyrrhic victory.[4]
 
 Prior to 1980, much work had already been done in an attempt to define
 criteria for differential diagnosis. An example from the 1970s is
 this one, from work carried out by Leslie Lothstein and reported in
 Walters and Ross' Transsexualism and Sex Reassignment:[5]
 
 Lothstein, in his study of ten ageing transsexuals [average age
 fifty-two], found that psychological testing helped to determine the
 extent of the patients' pathology [sic]...[he] concluded that
 [transsexuals as a class] were depressed, isolated, withdrawn,
 schizoid individuals with profound dependency conflicts. Furthermore,
 they were immature, narcissistic, egocentric and potentially
 explosive, while their attempts to obtain [professional assistance]
 were demanding, manipulative, controlling, coercive, and paranoid.[6]
 
 Here's another:
 
 In a study of 56 transsexuals the results on the schizophrenia and
 depression scales were outside the upper limit of the normal range.
 The authors see these profiles as reflecting the confused and bizarre
 life styles of the subjects.[7]
 
 These were clinical studies, which represented a very limited class of
 subjects. However, the studies were considered sufficiently
 representative for them to be reprinted without comment in collections
 such as that of Walters and Ross. Further on in each paper, though,
 we find that each investigator invalidates his results in a brief
 disclaimer which is reminiscent of the fine print in a cigarette ad:
 In the first, by adding "It must be admitted that Lothstein's subjects
 could hardly be called a typical sample as nine of the ten studied had
 serious physical health problems" [this was a study conducted in a
 health clinic, not a gender clinic], and in the second, with the
 afterthought that "82 per cent of [the subjects] were prostitutes and
 atypical of transsexuals in other parts of the world."[8] Such
 results might have been considered marginal, hedged about as they were
 with markers of questionable method or excessively limited samples.
 Yet they came to represent transsexuals in medicolegal/psychological
 literature, disclaimers and all, almost to the present day.
 
 During the same period, feminist theoreticians were developing their
 own analyses. The issue quickly became, and remains, volatile and
 divisive. Let me quote an example.
 
 Rape...is a masculinist violation of bodily integrity. All
 transsexuals rape women's bodies by reducing the female form to an
 artifact, appropriating this body for themselves...Rape, although it
 is usually done by force, can also be accomplished by deception.
 
 This quote is from Janice Raymond's 1979 book The Transsexual
 Empire: The Making Of The She-Male, which occasioned the title of this
 paper. I read Raymond to be claiming that transsexuals are constructs
 of an evil phallocratic empire and were designed to invade women's
 spaces and appropriate women's power. Though Empire represented a
 specific moment in feminist analysis and prefigured the appropriation
 of liberal political language by a radical right, here in 1991, on the
 twelfth anniversary of its publication, it is still the definitive
 statement on transsexualism by a genetic female academic.[9] To
 clarify my stakes in this discourse let me quote another passage from
 Empire:
 
 Masculine behavior is notably obtrusive. It is significant that
 transsexually constructed lesbian-feminists have inserted themselves
 into the positions of importance and/or performance in the feminist
 community. Sandy Stone, the transsexual engineer with Olivia Records,
 an 'all-women' recording company, illustrates this well. Stone is not
 only crucial to the Olivia enterprise but plays a very dominant role
 there. The... visibility he achieved in the aftermath of the Olivia
 controversy...only serves to enhance his previously dominant role and
 to divide women, as men frequently do, when they make their presence
 necessary and vital to women. As one woman wrote: "I feel raped when
 Olivia passes off Sandy... as a real woman. After all his male
 privilege, is he going to cash in on lesbian feminist culture too?"
 
 This paper, The Empire Strikes Back, is about morality tales and
 origin myths, about telling the "truth" of gender. Its informing
 principle is that "technical arts are always imagined to be
 subordinated by the ruling artistic idea, itself rooted
 authoritatively in nature's own life."[10] It is about the image and
 the real mutually defining each other through the inscriptions and
 reading practices of late capitalism. It is about postmodernism,
 postfeminism, and [dare I say it] posttranssexualism. Throughout, the
 paper owes a large debt to the work of Donna Haraway.
 
 
 3. "All of reality in late capitalist culture lusts to become an
 image for its own security"[11]
 
 Let's turn to accounts by the transsexuals themselves. During this
 period virtually all of the published accounts were written by
 male-to-females. I want to briefly consider four autobiographical
 accounts of male-to-female transsexuals, to see what we can learn
 about what they think they are doing. [I will consider female-to-male
 transsexuals in another paper.]
 
 The earliest partially autobiographical account in existence is that
 of Lili Elbe in Niels Hoyer's book Man Into Woman [1933]. [12] The
 first fully autobiographical book was the paperback I Changed My Sex!
 [not exactly a quiet, contemplative title], written by the striptease
 artist Hedy Jo Star in the mid-1950s.[13] Christine Jorgensen, who
 underwent surgery in the early 1950s and is arguably the best known of
 the recent transsexuals, did not publish her autobiography until 1967;
 instead, Star's book rode the wave of publicity surrounding
 Jorgensen's surgery. In 1974 Conundrum was published, written by the
 popular English journalist Jan Morris. In 1977 there was Canary, by
 musician and performer Canary Conn.[14] In addition, many
 transsexuals keep something they call by the argot term "O.T.F.": The
 Obligatory Transsexual File. This usually contains newspaper articles
 and bits of forbidden diary entries about "inappropriate" gender
 behavior. Transsexuals also collect autobiographical literature.
 According to the Stanford gender dysphoria program, the medical
 clinics do not, because they consider autobiographical accounts
 thoroughly unreliable. Because of this, and since a fair percentage of
 the literature is invisible to many library systems, these personal
 collections are the only source for some of this information. I am
 fortunate to have a few of them at my disposal.
 
 What sort of subject is constituted in these texts? Hoyer
 [representing Jacobson representing Elbe, who is representing Wegener
 who is representing Sparre],[15] writes:
 
 A single glance of this man had deprived her of all her strength.
 She felt as if her whole personality had been crushed by him. With a
 single glance he had extinguished it. Something in her rebelled. She
 felt like a schoolgirl who had received short shrift from an idolized
 teacher. She was conscious of a peculiar weakness in all her
 members...it was the first time her woman's heart had trembled before
 her lord and master, before the man who had constituted himself her
 protector, and she understood why she then submitted so utterly to him
 and his will.[16]
 
 We can put to this fragment all of the usual questions: Not by whom
 but for whom was Lili Elbe constructed? Under whose gaze did her text
 fall? And consequently what stories appear and disappear in this kind
 of seduction? It may come as no surprise that all of the accounts I
 will relate here are similar in their description of "woman" as male
 fetish, as replicating a socially enforced role, or as constituted by
 performative gender. Lili Elbe faints at the sight of blood.[17] Jan
 Morris, a world-class journalist who has been around the block a few
 times, still describes her sense of herself in relation to makeup and
 dress, of being on display, and is pleased when men open doors for her:
 
 I feel small, and neat. I am not small in fact, and not terribly neat
 either, but femininity conspires to make me feel so. My blouse and
 skirt are light, bright, crisp. My shoes make my feet look more
 delicate than they are, besides giving me...a suggestion of
 vulnerability that I rather like. My red and white bangles give me a
 racy feel, my bag matches my shoes and makes me feel well
 organized...When I walk out into the street I feel consciously ready
 for the world's appraisal, in a way that I never felt as a man.[18]_
 Hedy Jo Star, who was a professional stripper, says in I Changed My
 Sex!: "I wanted the sensual feel of lingerie against my skin, I
 wanted to brighten my face with cosmetics. I wanted a strong man to
 protect me." Here in 1991 I have also encountered a few men who are
 brave enough to echo this sentiment for themselves, but in 1955 it was
 a proprietary feminine position.
  Besides the obvious complicity of these accounts in a Western whitemale definition of performative gender, the authors also reinforce a
 binary, oppositional mode of gender identification. They go from
 being unambiguous men, albeit unhappy men, to unambiguous women.
 There is no territory between.[19] Further, each constructs a
 specific narrative moment when their personal sexual identification
 changes from male to female. This moment is the moment of
 neocolporraphy-- that is, of gender reassignment or "sex change
 surgery".[20] Jan Morris, on the night preceding surgery, wrote: "I
 went to say good-bye to myself in the mirror. We would never meet
 again, and I wanted to give that other self a last wink for luck..."[21]
 
 Canary Conn writes: "I'm not a muchacho...I'm a muchacha now...a
 girl[sic]."[22]
 
 Hedy Jo Star writes: "In the instant that I awoke from the
 anaesthetic, I realized that I had finally become a woman."[23]
 
 Even Lili Elbe, whose text is second-hand, used the same terms:
 "Suddenly it occurred to him that he, Andreas Sparre, was probably
 undressing for the last time." Immediately on awakening from
 first-stage surgery [castration in Hoyer's account], Sparre writes a
 note. "He gazed at the card and failed to recognize the writing. It
 was a woman's script." Inger carries the note to the doctor: "What
 do you think of this, Doctor. No man could have written it?" "No,"
 said the astonished doctor; "no, you are quite right..." --an
 exchange which requires the reader to forget that orthography is an
 acquired skill. The same thing happens with Elbe's voice: "the
 strange thing was that your voice had completely changed...You have a
 splendid soprano voice! Simply astounding."[24] Perhaps as
 astounding now as then but for different reasons, since in light of
 present knowledge of the effects [and more to the point, the
 non-effects] of castration and hormones none of this could have
 happened. Neither has any effect on voice timbre. Hence,
 incidentally, the jaundiced eyes with which the clinics regard
 historical accounts.
 
 If Hoyer mixes reality with fantasy and caricatures his subjects
 besides ["Simply astounding!"], what lessons are there in Man Into
 Woman? Partly what emerges from the book is how Hoyer deploys the
 strategy of building barriers within a single subject, strategies that
 are still in gainful employment today. Lili displaces the irruptive
 masculine self , still dangerously present within her, onto the
 God-figure of her surgeon/therapist Werner Kreutz, whom she calls The
 Professor, or The Miracle Man. The Professor is He Who molds and Lili
 that which is molded:
 
 what the Professor is now doing with Lili is nothing less than an
 emotional moulding, which is preceding the physical moulding into a
 woman. Hitherto Lili has been like clay which others had prepared and
 to which the Professor has given form and life...by a single glance
 the Professor awoke her heart to life, a life with all the instincts
 of woman.[25]
 
 The female is immanent, the female is bone-deep, the female is
 instinct. With Lili's eager complicity, The Professor drives a
 massive wedge between the masculine and the feminine within her. In
 this passage, reminiscent of the "oriental" quality of Morris'
 narrative, the male must be annihilated or at least denied, but the
 female is that which exists to be continually annihilated:
 
 It seemed to her as if she no longer had any responsibility for
 herself, for her fate. For Werner Kreutz had relieved her of it all.
 Nor had she any longer a will of her own...there could be no past for
 her. Everything in the past belonged to a person who...was dead. Now
 there was only a perfectly humble woman, who was ready to obey, who
 was happy to submit herself to the will of another...her master, her
 creator, her Professor. Between [Andreas] and her stood Werner
 Kreutz. She felt secure and salvaged.[26]
 
 Hoyer has the same problems with purity and denial of mixture that
 recur in many transsexual autiobiographical narratives. The
 characters in his narrative exist in an historical period of enormous
 sexual repression. How is one to maintain the divide between the
 "male" self, whose proper object of desire is Woman, and the "female"
 self, whose proper object of desire is Man?
 
 "As a man you have always seemed to me unquestionably healthy. I
 have, indeed, seen with my own eyes that you attract women, and that
 is the clearest proof that you are a genuine fellow." He paused, and
 then placed his hand on Andreas' shoulder. "You won't take it amiss
 if I ask you a frank question? ...Have you at any time been
 interested in your own kind? You know what I mean."
 
 Andreas shook his head calmly. "My word on it, Niels; never in my
 life. And I can add that those kind of creatures have never shown any
 interest in me."
 
 "Good, Andreas! That's just what I thought."[27]
 
 Hoyer must separate the subjectivity of "Andreas", who has never felt
 anything for men, and "Lili", who, in the course of the narrative,
 wants to marry one. This salvaging procedure makes the world safe for
 "Lili" by erecting and maintaining an impenetrable barrier between her
 and "Andreas", reinforced again and again in such ways as two
 different handwriting styles and two different voices. The force of
 an imperative--a natural state toward which all things tend--to
 deny the potentialities of mixture, acts to preserve "pure" gender
 identity : at the dawn of the Nazi-led love affair with purity, no
 "creatures" will tempt Andreas into transgressing boundaries with his
 "own kind".
 
 "I will honestly and plainly confess to you, Niels, that I have always
 been attracted to women. And to-day as much as ever. A most banal
 confession!"[28]
 
 --banal only so long as the person inside Andreas' body who voices
 it is Andreas, rather than Lili. There is a lot of work being done in
 this passage, a microcosm of the work it takes to maintain the same
 polar personae in society in the large. Further, each of these
 writers constructs his or her account as a narrative of redemption.
 There is a strong element of drama, of the sense of struggle against
 huge odds, of overcoming perilous obstacles, and of mounting awe and
 mystery at the breathtaking approach and final apotheosis of the
 Forbidden Transformation. Oboy.
 
 The first operation...has been successful beyond all expectations.
 Andreas has ceased to exist, they said. His germ glands--oh, mystic
 words--have been removed.[29]
 
 Oh, mystic words. The mysterium tremendum of deep identity hovers
 about a physical locus; the entire complex of male engenderment, the
 mysterious power of the Man-God, inhabits the "germ glands" in the way
 that the soul was thought to inhabit the pineal. Maleness is in the
 you-know-whats. For that matter, so is the ontology of the subject;
 and therefore Hoyer can demonstrate in the coarsest way that
 femaleness is lack:
 
 The operation which has been performed here [that is, castration]
 enables me to enter the clinic for women [exclusively for women].[30]
 
 On the other hand, either Niels or Lili can be constituted by an act
 of insinuation, what the New Testament calls endeuein, or the putting
 on of the god, inserting the physical body within a shell of cultural
 signification:
 
 Andreas Sparre...was probably undressing for the last time...For a
 lifetime these coverings of coat and waistcoat and trousers had
 enclosed him.[31]
 
 It is now Lili who is writing to you. I am sitting up in my bed in a
 silk nightdress with lace trimming, curled, powdered, with bangle,
 necklace, and rings...[32]
 
 All these authors replicate the stereotypical male account of the
 constitution of woman: Dress, makeup, and delicate fainting at the
 sight of blood. Each of these adventurers passes directly from one
 pole of sexual experience to the other. If there is any intervening
 space in the continuum of sexuality, it is invisible. And nobody ever
 mentions wringing the turkey's neck.
 
 No wonder feminist theorists have been suspicious. Hell, I'm
 suspicious.
 
 How do these accounts converse with the medical/psychological texts?
 In a time in which more interactions occur through texts, computer
 conferences, and electronic media than by personal contact -- the
 close of the mechanical age and the inception of the virtual, in which
 multiplicity and prosthetic social communication are common -- and
 consequently when individual subjectivity can be constituted through
 inscription more often than through personal association, there are
 still moments of embodied "natural truth" that cannot be avoided. In
 the time period of most of these books the most critical of these
 moments was the intake interview at the gender dysphoria clinic, when
 the doctors, who were all males, decided whether the person was
 eligible for gender reassignment surgery. The origin of the gender
 dysphoria clinics is a microcosmic look at the construction of
 criteria for gender. The foundational idea for the gender dysphoria
 clinics was first, to study an interesting and potentially fundable
 human aberration; second, to provide help, as they understood the
 term, for a "correctable problem".
 
 Some of the early nonacademic gender dysphoria clinics performed
 surgery on demand, which is to say regardless of any judgment on the
 part of the clinic staff regarding what came to be called
 appropriateness to the gender of choice. When the first academic
 gender dysphoria clinics were started on an experimental basis in the
 1960s, the medical staff would not perform surgery on demand, because
 of the professional risks involved in performing experimental surgery
 on "sociopaths". At this time there were no official diagnostic
 criteria; "transsexuals" were, ipso facto, whoever signed up for
 assistance. Professionally this was a dicey situation. It was
 necessary to construct the category "transsexual" along customary and
 traditional lines, to construct plausible criteria for acceptance into
 a clinic. Professionally speaking, a test or a differential diagnosis
 was needed for transsexualism that did not depend on anything as
 simple and subjective as feeling that one was in the wrong body. The
 test needed to be objective, clinically appropriate, and repeatable.
 But even after considerable research, no simple and unambiguous test
 for gender dysphoria syndrome could be developed.[33]
 
 The Stanford clinic was in the business of helping people, among its
 other agendas, as its members understood the term. Therefore the
 final decisions of eligibility for gender reassignment were made by
 the staff on the basis of an individual sense of the "appropriateness
 of the individual to their gender of choice". The clinic took on the
 additional role of "grooming clinic"or "charm school" because,
 according to the judgment of the staff, the men who presented as
 wanting to be women didn't always "behave like" women. Stanford
 recognized that gender roles could be learned [to an extent]. Their
 involvement with the grooming clinics was an effort to produce not
 simply anatomically legible females, but women...i.e., gendered
 females. As Norman Fisk remarked, "I now admit very candidly that...
 in the early phases we were avowedly seeking candidates who would have
 the best chance for success."[34] In practice this meant that the
 candidates for surgery were evaluated on the basis of their
 performance in the gender of choice. The criteria constituted a fully
 acculturated, consensual definition of gender, and at the site of
 their enactment we can locate an actual instance of the apparatus of
 production of gender.
 
 This raises several sticky questions, the chief two being: Who is
 telling the story for whom, and how do the storytellers differentiate
 between the story they tell and the story they hear?
 
 One answer is that they differentiate with great difficulty. The
 criteria which the researchers developed and then applied were defined
 recursively through a series of interactions with the candidates. The
 scenario worked this way: Initially, the only textbook on the subject
 of transsexualism was Harry Benjamin's definitive work The Transsexual
 Phenomenon [1966].[35] [Note that Benjamin's book actually postdates
 I Changed My Sex! by about ten years.] When the first clinics were
 constituted, Benjamin's book was the researchers' standard reference.
 And when the first transsexuals were evaluated for their suitability
 for surgery, their behavior matched up gratifyingly with Benjamin's
 criteria. The researchers produced papers which reported on this, and
 which were used as bases for funding.
 
 It took a surprisingly long time--several years--for the
 researchers to realize that the reason the candidates' behavioral
 profiles matched Benjamin's so well was that the candidates, too, had
 read Benjamin's book, which was passed from hand to hand within the
 transsexual community, and they were only too happy to provide the
 behavior that led to acceptance for surgery.[36] This sort of careful
 repositioning created interesting problems. Among them was the
 determination of the permissible range of expressions of physical
 sexuality. This was a large gray area in the candidates'
 self-presentations, because Benjamin's subjects did not talk about any
 erotic sense of their own bodies. Consequently nobody else who came
 to the clinics did either. By textual authority, physical men who
 lived as women and who identified themselves as transsexuals, as
 opposed to male transvestites for whom erotic penile sensation was
 permissible, could not experience penile pleasure. Into the 1980s
 there was not a single preoperative male-to-female transsexual for
 whom data was available who experienced genital sexual pleasure while
 living in the "gender of choice".[37] The prohibition continued
 postoperatively in interestingly transmuted form, and remained so
 absolute that no postoperative transsexual would admit to experiencing
 sexual pleasure through masturbation either. Full membership in the
 assigned gender was conferred by orgasm, real or faked, accomplished
 through heterosexual penetration.[38] "Wringing the turkey's neck",
 the ritual of penile masturbation just before surgery, was the most
 secret of secret traditions. To acknowledge so natural a desire would
 be to risk "crash landing"; that is, "role inappropriateness" leading
 to disqualification.[39]
 
 It was necessary to retrench. The two groups, on one hand the
 researchers and on the other the transsexuals, were pursuing separate
 ends. The researchers wanted to know what this thing they called
 gender dysphoria syndrome was. They wanted a taxonomy of symptoms,
 criteria for differential diagnosis, procedures for evaluation,
 reliable courses of treatment, and thorough followup. The
 transsexuals wanted surgery. They had very clear agendas regarding
 their relation to the researchers, and considered the doctors'
 evaluation criteria merely another obstacle in their path--
 something to be overcome. In this they unambiguously expressed
 Benjamin's original criterion in its simplest form: The sense of being
 in the "wrong" body.[40] This seems a recipe for an uneasy
 adversarial relationship, and it was. It continues to be, although
 with the passage of time there has been considerable dialogue between
 the two camps. Partly this has been made possible by the realization
 among the medical and psychological community that the expected
 criteria for differential diagnosis did not emerge. Consider this
 excerpt from a paper by Marie Mehl, written in 1986:
 
 There is no mental nor psychological test which successfully
 differentiates the transsexual from the so-called normal population.
 There is no more psychopathology in the transsexual population than in
 the population at large, although societal response to the transsexual
 does pose some insurmountable problems. The psychodynamic histories
 of transsexuals do not yield any consistent differentiation
 characteristics from the rest of the population.[41]"
 These two accounts, Mehl's statement and that of Lothstein, in which
 he found transsexuals to be depressed, schizoid, manipulative,
 controlling, and paranoid, coexist within a span of less than ten
 years. With the achievement of a diagnostic category in 1980--one
 which, after years of research, did not involve much more than the
 original sense of "being in the wrong body"-- and consequent
 acceptance by the body police, i.e., the medical establishment,
 clinically "good" histories now exist of transsexuals in areas as
 widely dispersed as Australia, Sweden, Czechoslovakia, Vietnam,
 Singapore, China, Malaysia, India, Uganda, Sudan, Tahiti, Chile,
 Borneo, Madagascar, and the Aleutians.[42] [This is not a complete
 list.] It is a considerable stretch to fit them all into some
 plausible theory. Were there undiscovered or untried diagnostic
 techniques that would have differentiated transsexuals from the normal
 population? Were the criteria wrong, limited, or shortsighted? Did
 the realization that criteria weren't emerging just naturally appear
 as a result of "scientific progress", or were there other forces at work?
 
 Such a banquet of data creates its own problems. Concomitant with the
 dubious achievement of a diagnostic category is the inevitable
 blurring of boundaries as a vast heteroglossic account of difference,
 heretofore invisible to the "legitimate" professions, suddenly
 achieves canonization and simultaneously becomes homogenized to
 satisfy the constraints of the category. Suddenly the old morality
 tale of the truth of gender, told by a kindly white patriarch in New
 York in 1966, becomes pancultural in the 1980s. Emergent
 polyvocalities of lived experience, never represented in the discourse
 but present at least in potential, disappear; the berdache and the
 stripper, the tweedy housewife and the mujerado, the mah'u and the
 rock star, are still the same story after all, if we only try hard enough.
 
 
 4. Whose story is this, anyway?
 
 I wish to point out the broad similarities which this peculiar
 juxtaposition suggests to aspects of colonial discourse with which we
 may be familiar: The initial fascination with the exotic, extending
 to professional investigators; denial of subjectivity and lack of
 access to the dominant discourse; followed by a species of
 rehabilitation.
 
 Raising these issues has complicated life in the clinics.
 
 "Making" history, whether autobiographic, academic, or clinical, is
 partly a struggle to ground an account in some natural inevitability.
 Bodies are screens on which we see projected the momentary settlements
 that emerge from ongoing struggles over beliefs and practices within
 the academic and medical communities. These struggles play themselves
 out in arenas far removed from the body. Each is an attempt to gain a
 high ground which is profoundly moral in character, to make an
 authoritative and final explanation for the way things are and
 consequently for the way they must continue to be. In other words,
 each of these accounts is culture speaking with the voice of an
 individual. The people who have no voice in this theorizing are the
 transsexuals themselves. As with males theorizing about women from
 the beginning of time, theorists of gender have seen transsexuals as
 possessing something less than agency. As with genetic women,
 transsexuals are infantilized, considered too illogical or
 irresponsible to achieve true subjectivity, or clinically erased by
 diagnostic criteria; or else, as constructed by some radical feminist
 theorists, as robots of an insidious and menacing patriarchy, an alien
 army designed and constructed to infiltrate, pervert and destroy
 "true" women. In this construction as well, the transsexuals have
 been resolutely complicit by failing to develop an effective
 counterdiscourse.
 
 Here on the gender borders at the close of the twentieth century, with
 the faltering of phallocratic hegemony and the bumptious appearance of
 heteroglossic origin accounts, we find the epistemologies of white
 male medical practice, the rage of radical feminist theories and the
 chaos of lived gendered experience meeting on the battlefield of the
 transsexual body: a hotly contested site of cultural inscription, a
 meaning machine for the production of ideal type. Representation at
 its most magical, the transsexual body is perfected memory, inscribed
 with the "true" story of Adam and Eve as the ontological account of
 irreducible difference, an essential biography which is part of
 nature. A story which culture tells itself, the transsexual body is a
 tactile politics of reproduction constituted through textual violence.
 The clinic is a technology of inscription.
 
 Given this circumstance in which a minority discourse comes to ground
 in the physical, a counterdiscourse is critical. But it is difficult
 to generate a counterdiscourse if one is programmed to disappear. The
 highest purpose of the transsexual is to erase h/erself, to fade into
 the "normal"population as soon as possible. Part of this process is
 known as constructing a plausible history-- learning to lie
 effectively about one's past. What is gained is acceptability in
 society. What is lost is the ability to authentically represent the
 complexities and ambiguities of lived experience, and thereby is lost
 that aspect of "nature" which Donna Haraway theorizes as Coyote--the
 Native American spirit animal who represents the power of continual
 transformation which is the heart of engaged life. Instead, authentic
 experience is replaced by a particular kind of story, one that
 supports the old constructed positions. This is expensive, and
 profoundly disempowering. Whether desiring to do so or not,
 transsexuals do not grow up in the same ways as "GGs", or genetic
 "naturals".[43] Transsexuals do not possess the same history as
 genetic "naturals", and do not share common oppression prior to gender
 reassignment. I am not suggesting a shared discourse. I am
 suggesting that in the transsexual's erased history we can find a
 story disruptive to the accepted discourses of gender, which
 originates from within the gender minority itself and which can make
 common cause with other oppositional discourses. But the transsexual
 currently occupies a position which is nowhere, which is outside the
 binary oppositions of gendered discourse. For a transsexual, as a
 transsexual, to generate a true, effective and representational
 counterdiscourse is to speak from outside the boundaries of gender,
 beyond the constructed oppositional nodes which have been predefined
 as the only positions from which discourse is possible. How, then,
 can the transsexual speak? If the transsexual were to speak, what
 would s/he say?
 
 
 5. A posttranssexual manifesto
 
 To attempt to occupy a place as speaking subject within the
 traditional gender frame is to become complicit in the discourse which
 one wishes to deconstruct. Rather, we can sieze upon the textual
 violence inscribed in the transsexual body and turn it into a
 reconstructive force. Let me suggest a more familiar example. Judith
 Butler points out that the lesbian categories of "butch" and "femme"
 are not simple assimilations of lesbianism back into the terms of
 heterosexuality. Rather, Butler introduces the concept of cultural
 intelligibility, and suggests that the contextualized and resignified
 "masculinity" of the butch, seen against a culturally intelligible
 "female" body, invokes a dissonance that both generates a sexual
 tension and constitutes the object of desire. She points out that
 this way of thinking about gendered objects of desire admits of much
 greater complexity than the example suggests. The lesbian butch or
 femme both recall the heterosexual scene but simultaneously displace it.
 
 The idea that butch and femme are "replicas" or "copies" of
 heterosexual exchange underestimates the erotic power of their
 internal dissonance.[44] In the case of the transsexual, the
 varieties of performative gender, seen against a culturally
 intelligible gendered body which is itself a medically constituted
 textual violence, generate new and unpredictable dissonances which
 implicate_ entire spectra of desire. In the transsexual as text we
 may find the potential to map the refigured body onto conventional
 gender discourse and thereby disrupt it, to take advantage of the
 dissonances created by such a juxtaposition to fragment and
 reconstitute the elements of gender in new and unexpected geometries.
 I suggest we start by taking Raymond's accusation that "transsexuals
 divide women" beyond itself, and turn it into a productive force to
 multiplicatively divide the old binary discourses of gender--as well
 as Raymond's own monistic discourse. To foreground the practices of
 inscription and reading which are part of this deliberate invocation
 of dissonance, I suggest constituting transsexuals not as a class or
 problematic "third gender", but rather as a genre-- a set of
 embodied texts whose potential for productive disruption of structured
 sexualities and spectra of desire has yet to be explored.
 
 In order to effect this, the genre of visible transsexuals must grow
 by recruiting members from the class of invisible ones, from those who
 have disappeared into their "plausible histories". The most critical
 thing a transsexual can do, the thing that constitutes success, is to
 "pass."[45] Passing means to live successfully in the gender of
 choice, to be accepted as a "natural" member of that gender. Passing
 means the denial of mixture. One and the same with passing is
 effacement of the prior gender role, or the construction of a
 plausible history. Considering that most transsexuals choose
 reassignment in their third or fourth decade, this means erasing a
 considerable portion of their personal experience. It is my
 contention that this process, in which both the transsexual and the
 medicolegal/psychological establishment are complicit, forecloses the
 possibility of a life grounded in the intertextual possibilities of
 the transsexual body.
 
 To negotiate the troubling and productive multiple permeabilities of
 boundary and subject position that intertextuality implies, we must
 begin to rearticulate the foundational language by which both
 sexuality and transsexuality are described. For example, neither the
 investigators nor the transsexuals have taken the step of
 problematizing "wrong body" as an adequate descriptive category. In
 fact "wrong body" has come, virtually by default, to define the
 syndrome.[46] It is quite understandable, I think, that a phrase
 whose lexicality suggests the phallocentric, binary character of
 gender differentiation should be examined with deepest suspicion. So
 long as we, whether academics, clinicians, or transsexuals, ontologize
 both sexuality and transsexuality in this way, we have foreclosed the
 possibility of analyzing desire and motivational complexity in a
 manner which adequately describes the multiple contradictions of
 individual lived experience. We need a deeper analytical language for
 transsexual theory, one which allows for the sorts of ambiguities and
 polyvocalities which have already so productively informed and
 enriched feminist theory.
 
 Judith Shapiro points out that "To those...who might be inclined to
 diagnose the transsexual's focus on the genitals as obsessive or
 fetishistic, the response is that they are, in fact, simply conforming
 to their culture's criteria for gender assignment" [emphasis mine].
 This statement points to deeper workings, to hidden discourses and
 experiential pluralities within the transsexual monolith. They are
 not yet clinically or academically visible, and with good reason. For
 example, in pursuit of differential diagnosis a question sometimes
 asked of a prospective transsexual is "Suppose that you could be a man
 [or woman] in every way except for your genitals; would you be
 content?" There are several possible answers, but only one is
 clinically correct.[47] Small wonder, then, that so much of these
 discourses revolves around the phrase "wrong body". Under the binary
 phallocratic founding myth by which Western bodies and subjects are
 authorized, only one body per gendered subject is "right". All other
 bodies are wrong.
 
 As clinicians and transsexuals continue to face off across the
 diagnostic battlefield which this scenario suggests, the transsexuals
 for whom gender identity is something different from and perhaps
 irrelevant to physical genitalia are occulted by those for whom the
 power of the medical/psychological establishments, and their ability
 to act as gatekeepers for cultural norms, is the final authority for
 what counts as a culturally intelligible body. This is a treacherous
 area, and were the silenced groups to achieve voice we might well
 find, as feminist theorists have claimed, that the identities of
 individual, embodied subjects were far less implicated in physical
 norms, and far more diversely spread across a rich and complex
 structuration of identity and desire, than it is now possible to
 express.[48] And yet in even the best of the current debates, the
 standard mode is one of relentless totalization. Consider the most
 perspicuous example in this paper, Raymond's stunning "All
 transsexuals rape women's bodies" [what if she had said, e.g., "all
 blacks rape women's bodies"]: For all its egregious and inexcusable
 bigotry, the language of her book is only marginally less totalizing
 than Gary Kates' "transsexuals... take on an exaggerated and
 stereotypical female role", or Ann Bolin's "transsexuals try to forget
 their male history". Both Kates' and Bolin's studies are in most
 respects excellent work, and were published in the same collection as
 an earlier version of this essay;[49] but still there are no subjects
 in these discourses, only homogenized, totalized objects--fractally
 replicating earlier histories of minority discourses in the large. So
 when I speak the forgotten word, it will perhaps wake memories of
 other debates. The word is some.
 
 Transsexuals who pass seem able to ignore the fact that by creating
 totalized, monistic identities, forgoing physical and subjective
 intertextuality, they have foreclosed the possibility of authentic
 relationships. Under the principle of passing, denying the
 destabilizing power of being "read", relationships begin as lies--and
 passing, of course, is not an activity restricted to transsexuals.
 This is familiar to the person of color whose skin is light enough to
 pass as white, or to the closet gay or lesbian... or to anyone who has
 chosen invisibility as an imperfect solution to personal dissonance.
 Essentially I am rearticulating one of the arguments for solidarity
 which has been developed by gays, lesbians and people of color. The
 comparison extends further. To deconstruct the necessity for passing
 implies that transsexuals must take responsibility for all of their
 history, to begin to rearticulate their lives not as a series of
 erasures in the service of a species of feminism conceived from within
 a traditional frame, but as a political action begun by
 reappropriating difference and reclaiming the power of the refigured
 and reinscribed body. The disruptions of the old patterns of desire
 that the multiple dissonances of the transsexual body imply produce
 not an irreducible alterity but a myriad of alterities, whose
 unanticipated juxtapositions hold what Donna Haraway has called the
 promises of monsters-- physicalities of constantly shifting figure
 and ground that exceed the frame of any possible representation.[50]
 
 The essence of transsexualism is the act of passing. A transsexual
 who passes is obeying the Derridean imperative: "Genres are not to be
 mixed. I will not mix genres."[51] I could not ask a transsexual for
 anything more inconceivable than to forgo passing, to be consciously
 "read", to read oneself aloud--and by this troubling and productive
 reading, to begin to write oneself into the discourses by which one
 has been written--in effect, then, to become a [look out-- dare I
 say it again?] posttranssexual.[52] Still, transsexuals know that
 silence can be an extremely high price to pay for acceptance. I want
 to speak directly to the brothers and sisters who may read/"read" this
 and say: I ask all of us to use the strength which brought us through
 the effort of restructuring identity, and which has also helped us to
 live in silence and denial, for a re-visioning of our lives. I know
 you feel that most of the work is behind you and that the price of
 invisibility is not great. But, although individual change is the
 foundation of all things, it is not the end of all things. Perhaps
 it's time to begin laying the groundwork for the next transformation.
 
 
 Afterword
 
 In the brief time, or so it seems, since this essay was first written,
 the situation both on the street with regard to articulating a
 specifically transgendered positionality and within the academy
 vis-a-vis theory has deeply changed, and continues to evolve. Whether
 the original Empire paper had the privilege of being a fortunately
 timed bellwether or whether it successfully evoked the
 build-it-and-they-will-come principle is unknown, but the results are
 no less gratifying for lack of that knowledge. Transgender (or for
 that matter, posttransgender) theory would appear to be successfully
 engaging the nascent discourses of Queer Theory in a number of
 graceful and mutually productive respects, and this is reason for
 guarded celebration. Needless to say, however, beginnings are most
 delicate and critical periods in which, while the foundation stones
 are still exposed, it is necessary to pay exquisite attention to
 detail. For this author, it is a most promising and interesting time
 in which to be alive and writing.
 
 This paper is chapter 10 of Transgression: Tales from the Edges of
 Identity, in preparation.
 
 
 Acknowledgements
 
 Thanks to Gloria Anzaldua, Laura Chernaik, Ramona Fernandez, Thyrza
 Goodeve, and John Hartigan for their valuable comments on earlier
 drafts of this paper, Judy Van Maasdam and Donald Laub of the Stanford
 Gender Dysphoria Program for their uneasy help; Wendy Chapkis;
 Nathalie Magnan; the Olivia Records Collective, for whose caring in
 difficult times I am deeply grateful; Janice Raymond, for playing Luke
 Skywalker to my Darth Vader; Graham Nash and David Crosby; and to
 Christy Staats and Brenda Warren for their steadfastness. Especially
 I thank Donna Haraway, whose insight and encouragement continue to
 inform and illuminate this work.
 
 
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 Notes
 1. Jan Morris, 1974. Conundrum. New York: Harcourt Brace Jovanovich [155].
 2. In Walters, William A.W., and Michael W. Ross, 1986.
 "Transsexualism and Sex Reassignment." Oxford: Oxford University
 Press [2,1].
 3. This capsule history is related in the introduction to Richard
 Docter's "Transvestites and Transsexuals: Toward a theory of
 cross-gender behavior", New York: Plenum Press, 1988. It is also
 treated by Judith Shapiro, and elsewhere by Janice Irvine (both vide infra).
 4. In Mehl's introduction to Betty Steiner [ed.], 1985. "Gender
 Dysphoria Syndrome: Development, Research, Management." New York:
 Plenum Press.
 5. Walters and Ross, op.cit.
 6. From Don Burnard and Michael W. Ross: "Psychosocial Aspects and
 Psychological Theory: What Can Psychological Testing Reveal?" In
 Walters and Ross [58,2]
 7. Walters and Ross [58,3]
 8. Walters and Ross [58,3].
 9. There is some hope to be taken that Judith Shapiro's work will
 supercede Raymond's as such a definitive statement. Shapiro's
 accounts seem excellently balanced, and she is aware that there are
 more accounts from tra nssexual scholars that have not yet entered the
 discourse.
 10. This wonderful phrase is from Donna Haraway's "Teddy Bear
 Patriarchy: Taxidermy in the Garden Of Eden, New York City,
 1908-1936", in Social Text 11, 11:20.
 11. Haraway, op.cit. The anecdotal character of this section is
 supported by field notes which have not yet been organized and coded.
 A thoroughly definitive and perhaps ethnographic version of this
 paper, with appropriate citations of both professionals and their
 subjects, awaits research time and funding.
 12. The British sexologist, Norman Haine, wrote the introduction,
 thus making Hoyer's book a semi-medical contribution.
 13. Hedy Jo Star [Carl Rollins Hammonds], 1955. I Changed My Sex!
 [From an OTF.] Star's book has disappeared from history, and I have
 been unable to find reference to it in any library catalog. Having
 held a copy in my hand, I am sorry I didn't hold tighter.
 14. There was at least one other book published during this period,
 Renee Richards' "Second Serve", which is not treated here.
 15. Niels Hoyer was a pseudonym for Ernst Ludwig Harthern Jacobson;
 Lili Elbe was the female name chosen by the artist Einar Wegener,
 whose given name was Andreas Sparre. This lexical profusion has rich
 implications for studies of boundaries of self; see, e.g.,
 Allucqure Rosanne Stone, 1992, "Virtual Systems", in ZONE 6:
 Incorporations. New York: Urzone (MIT).
 16. Hoyer [163]
 17. Hoyer [147]
 18. Morris [174]
 19. In Conundrum, Morris does describe a period in her journey from
 masculine to feminine [from a few years before surgery to immediately
 afterward] during which her gender was perceived, by herself and
 others, as ambiguous. She is quite unambiguous, though, about the
 moment of transition from male to female.
 20. Gender reassignment is the correct disciplinary term. In current
 medical discourse, sex is taken as a natural physical fact and cannot
 be changed.
 21. Morris [115]. I was reminded of this account on the eve of my
 own surgery. Gee, I thought on that occasion, it would be interesting
 to magically become another person in that binary and final way. So I
 tried it myself-- going to the mirror and saying _goodbye to the
 person I saw there-- and unfortunately it didn't work. A few days
 later, when I could next get to the mirror, the person looking back at
 me was still me. I still don't understand what I did wrong.
 22. Canary Conn, 1977. Canary: The story of a transsexual. New
 York: Bantam [271]. Conn had her surgery at the clinic of Jesus Maria
 Barbosa in Tijuana. In this excerpt she is speaking to a Mexican
 nurse; hence the Mexicano terms.
 23. Star, op.cit.
 24. I admit to being every bit as astounded as the good Doctor, since
 except for Hoyer's account there are no other records of change in
 vocal pitch or timbre following administration of hormones or gender
 reassignment surgery. If m/f transsexuals do succeed in altering
 their vocal characteristics, they do it gradually and with great
 difficulty. But there are more than sufficient problems with Lili
 Elbe's True Story, not the least of which is the scene in which Elbe
 finally "becomes a woman" by virtue of her physician's implanting into
 her abdominal cavity a set of human ovaries. The attention given by
 the media in the past decade to heart transplants and diseases of the
 immune system have made the lay public more aware of the workings of
 the human immune response, but even in 1936 Hoyer's account would have
 been recognized by the medical community as questionable. Tissue
 rejection and the dream of mitigating it were the subjects of
 speculation in fiction and science fiction as late as the 1940s; e.g.,
 the miracle drug "collodiansy" in H. Beam Piper's One Leg Too Many
 [1949].
 25. Hoyer [165]
 26. Hoyer [170]. For an extended discussion of texts that transmute
 submission into personal fulfillment cf. Sandy Stone, forthcoming,
 "Sweet Surrender: Gender, Spirituality, and the Ecstasy of Subjection;
 Pseudo-transsexual fiction in the 1970s".
 27. Hoyer [53]
 28. Ibid.
 29. Hoyer [134]
 30. Hoyer [139]. Lili Elbe's sex change took place in 1930. In the
 United States today, the juridical view of successful male-to-female
 sex change is still based upon lack; e.g., a man is a woman when "the
 male generative organs have been totally and irrevocably destroyed".
 [From a clinic letter authorizing a name change on a passport, 1980]
 31. Hoyer [125]
 32. Hoyer [139]. I call attention in both preceding passages to the
 Koine Greek verb endeuein (endeuein), referring to the moment of
 baptism, when the one being baptized enters into and is entered by the
 Word; endeuein may be translated as "to enter into" but also "to put
 on, to insinuate oneself into, like a glove"; viz. "He [sic] who is
 baptized into Christ shall have put on Christ". In this intense
 homoerotic vein in which both genders are present but collapsed in the
 sacrifi[c]ed body cf. such examples as Fray Bernardino de Sahagun's
 description of rituals during which the officiating priest puts on the
 flayed skin of a young woman [in Frazer [589-91]].
 33. The evolution and management of this problem deserves a paper in
 itself. It is discussed in capsule form in Donald R. Laub and Patrick
 Gandy [eds.], 1973: "Proceedings of the Second Interdisciplinary
 Symposium on Gender Dysphoria Syndrome." Stanford: Division of
 _Reconstructive and Rehabilitation Surgery, Stanford Medical Center,
 and in Janice M. Irvine, 1990: "Disorders Of Desire: Sex and gender in
 modern American sexology." Philadelphia: Temple University Press.
 34. In Laub and Gandy [7]. Fisk's full remarks provide an excellent
 description of the aims and procedures of the Stanford group during
 the early years, and the tensions of conflicting agendas and various
 attempts at resolution are implicit in his account. For additional
 accounts cf. both Irvine and Shapiro, op.cit.
 35. Harry Benjamin, 1966. The Transsexual Phenomenon. New York:
 Julian Press. The paper which was the foundation for the book was
 published as "Transsexualism and Transvestism as Psycho-somatic and
 Somato-Psychic Syndromes" in the American Journal of Psychotherapy
 [8:219-30 [1954]]. A much earlier paper by D. O. Cauldwell,
 "Psychopathia transexualis", in Sexology [16:274-80 [1949]], does not
 appear to have had the same effect within the field, although John
 Money still pays homage to it by retaining Cauldwell's single-s
 spelling of the term. In early documents by other workers one may
 sometimes trace the influence of Cauldwell or Benjamin by how the word
 is spelled.
 36. Laub and Gandy [8, 9 passim.]
 37. The problem here is with the ontology of the term "genital", in
 particular with regard to its definition for such activities as pre-
 and postoperative masturbation. Engenderment ontologizes the erotic
 economy of body surface; as Judith Butler points out, engenderment
 polices which parts of the body have their erotic components switched
 off or on. Conflicts arise when the same parts become multivalent;
 e.g., when portions of the [physical male] urethra are used to
 construct portions of the [gendered female in the physical male]
 neoclitoris. I suggest that we use this vertiginous idea as an
 example of ways in which we can refigure multivalence as intervention
 into the constitution of binary gendered subject positions; in a
 binary erotic economy, "Who" experiences erotic sensation associated
 with these areas? [Elsewhere in this volume Judith Shapiro raises a
 similar point in her essay "Transsexualism: Reflections on the
 Persistence of Gender and the Mutability of Sex". I have chosen a
 site geographically quite close to the one she describes, but
 hopefully more ambiguous, and therefore more dissonant in these
 discourses in which dissonance can be a powerful and productive
 intervention.]
 38. This act in the borderlands of subject position suggests a
 category missing from Marjorie Garber's paper "Spare Parts: The
 Surgical Construction of Gender", in Differences [1:137-59 [1990]]; it
 is an intervention into the dissymetry between "making a man" and
 "making a woman" that Garber describes. To a certain extent it
 figures a collapse of those categories within the transsexual
 imaginary, although it seems reasonable to conclude that this version
 of the coming-of-age story is still largely maleÑthe male doctors
 and patients telling each other the stories of what Nature means for
 both Man and Woman. Generally female [female-to-male] patients tell
 the same stories from the other side.
 39. The terms "wringing the turkey's neck" [male masturbation],
 "crash landing" [rejection by a clinical program], and "gaff" [an
 undergarment used to conceal male genitalia in preoperative m/f
 transsexuals], vary slightly in different geographical areas but are
 common enough to be recognized across sites.
 40. Based upon Norman Fisk's remarks in Laub and Gandy [7], as well
 as my own notes. Part of the difficulty, as I discuss in this paper,
 is that the investigators [not to mention the transsexuals] have
 failed to problematize the phrase "wrong body" as an adequate
 descriptive category.
 41. In Walters and Ross, op.cit.
 42. I use the word "clinical" here and elsewhere while remaining
 mindful of the "Phyrric victory" of which Marie Mehl spoke. Now that
 transsexualism has the uneasy legitimacy of a diagnostic category in
 the DSM, how do we begin the process of getting it out of the book?
 43. The actual meaning of "GG", a m/f transsexual slang term, is
 "genuine girl [sic]", also called "genny".
 44. Judith Butler, 1990. "Gender Trouble". New York: Routledge.
 45. The opposite of passing, being read, provocatively invokes the
 inscription practices to which I have referred.
 46. I am suggesting a starting point, but it is necessary to go much
 further. We will have to question not only how body is defined in
 these discourses, but to more critically examine who gets to say what
 "body" means.
 47. In case the reader is unsure, let me supply the clinically
 correct answer: "No".
 48. It is useful as well as gratifying to note that since the first
 version of this essay appeared in 1991, several coalition groups, one
 of which is appropriately named Transgendered Nation, have begun
 actively working to bring the rich diversity within transgendered
 communities to public attention. Their action at the 1993 conference
 of the American Psychological Association, which was debating the
 appropriateness of continuing to include transsexuality in the next
 edition of the official diagnostic manual (DSM), appeared brave and
 timely. Of course, several arrests (of transgendered demonstrators,
 not psychologists) ensued.
 49. These essays appeared in Kristina Straub and Julia Epstein
 (eds.), 1991: "Body Guards: The Cultural Politics of Gender
 Ambiguity". New York: Routledge.
 50. For an elaboration of this concept cf. Donna Haraway, 1990, "The
 Promises Of Monsters: A Regenerative Politics for Inappropriate/d
 Others", in Paula Treichler, Cary Nelson, and Larry Grossberg [eds.]:
 Cultural Studies.
 51. Jacques Derrida, 1980. La Loi Du Genre/The Law Of Genre [trans.
 Avital Ronell]. In Glyph 7:176 [French] [176]; 202 [English] [202].
 52. I also call attention to Gloria Anzaldœa's theory of the
 Mestiza, an illegible subject living in the borderlands between
 cultures, capable of partial speech in each but always only partially
 intelligible to each. Working against the grain of this position,
 Anzaldœa's "new Mestiza" attempts to overcome illegibility partly
 by seizing control of speech and inscription and by writing herself
 into the discourse. The stunning "Borderlands" is a case in point;
 cf. Gloria Anzaldœa, 1987, Borderlands/La Frontera: The New
 Mestiza. San Francisco: Spinsters/Aunt Lute.
 
 Publication history
 - Version 1.0 written late 1987.
 - First presented at "Other Voices, Other Worlds: Questioning Gender and
 Ethnicity," Santa Cruz, CA, 1988.
 - First published in Kristina Straub and Julia Epstein, eds.:
 "Body Guards: The Cultural Politics of Gender Ambiguity" (New York: Routledge 1991).
 - Second version, revised and updated, published in "Camera Obscura", Spring 1994.
 - Electronic version published on the ACTLab ftp site, January 1994.
 - Fourth version, revised and updated, forthcoming.
 
 Sandy Stone
 Department of Radio, Television and Film, the University of Texas at Austin
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